Well, in my last post I said that I was going to be writing 20 letters and taking 31 pictures; well guess what I have not even started. As for the same about my diet and starting to lose weight. If I put more time into starting and finishing something as I do not doing; I bet I would have 20 great letters and 31 great pictures, I may even be down a few more pants sizes. I am bad at getting started, finishing is not hard once I start it is like the chips saying "once your pop you can't stop" and I can't. I had the idea to make tutus for about a month before going out and getting the stuff. Then when I did I went wild, I love making them and see the eyes of the people I have made them for. Now if I could just get it in my head to start everything else. I AM GOING TO TAKE THE PICTURES IN OCT, since it does have 31 days. I say it in all caps hoping it will make me do it. I have not started the letter out of fear, the fear of how they will make me feel and what will come out. While I have been thinking about whom I would write to and what I would say I don't know if I can over come the fear. I guess I just need to get off my back side and do it. I do believe it will make a difference in a large part of my life and some of the things I hold in and still get upset about. I think that is what I fear if I do write it all down and get it out when something happens whom can I get mad at? No one but myself, which really is the only one I can get mad at now for letting it all still get to me and let it in pack my life now. I do think I need to let it all go and move on for myself and my family.
Well, onto better news. Our family has a new puppy which we are in love with. Her name is Maggie.
I will post a picture later, I don't have any good on my computer right now. She is a small dog weighting in at 3 lbs and my baby girl loves that because she can walk and hold her.
Well, here is until next post, hopefully I will have started on something!
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